Grrrrr. I applied for campus housing in October. WHAT THE FUCK?! It's less than 3 weeks until the start of uni, I really kind of need to know if I will have somewhere to live!

Now I'm older, I wish I had documented more of my life. The good stuff. I mean, I want a photo album and fill it up. I want to write letters to my future self about who I am now. Im going to buy a video camera and record my friends smiling and laughing and I'll interview them and watch them in later years and smile and laugh with them and see how much we changed. I'll use it to remember who I want to be, so if I'm unhappy I might figure out it's because I lost who I was.

If I wasn't working, I'd go back to Daddy's. I can't handle this. I do not want kids. Stop hurting me.

Fuck you

and your perfect life.

No longer a Gleek. Fully denounced myself as a fan. fuck you Brad Falchuk, you had a great thing going then messed up with Justin Beiber. I'm so angry right now. I don't care how sad and pathetic this is of me. Glee made me happy, ok, I could lose myself in it. It made me and Bek dance and laugh and have some great times. It was fresh, new, different, and now it's tainted. It's the stuff nightmares are made from. I FUCKING HATE JUSTIN BEIBER! And he is hardly around in Australia! I'd hate to live in the States.

I didn't do this in 30 days...

30 Day Quote Challenge
Day 01- favorite quote ; "Blessed are the cracked, for they let in the light,"
Day 02- a quote about love ; "Why do we bother with love when love never lasts?"
Day 03- a quote about friendship ; "When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.
Day 04- a quote about family ; "A family is a unit composed not only of children but of men, women, an occasional animal, and the common cold. "
Day 05- a quote about the future ; "A preoccupation with the future not only prevents us from seeing the present as it is but often prompts us to rearrange the past."
Day 06- a quote about life ; "We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. " - Winston Churchill
Day 07- an inspirational quote ; "True hope is swift, and flies with swallow's wings; Kings it makes gods, and meaner creatures kings."
Day 08- quote from an actor ; "There were no spells at my school, just a smack in the mouth." - Michael Gambon
Day 09- quote from an actress ; "I want to feel my life while I'm in it." - Meryl Streep.
Day 10- quote from a solo artist ; "Do what's right for you, as long as it don't hurt no one" - Elvis Presley.
Day 11- quote from a band member ; "Nothing is as important as passion. No matter what you want to do with your life, be passionate.' - Jon Bon Jovi
Day 12- a quote about fashion/style ; "Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months."
Day 13- quote from a book ; "Even the devil may cry when he looks around Hell and realise he's alone."
Day 14- quote from favorite author ; "There is no such thing as an "aspiring writer". You are a writer. Period." - Matthew Reilly
Day 15- quote from a movie ; "Yippee-kye-ay, motherfucker!"
Day 16- quote from a tv show ; "Don't mock my world turtle!"
Day 17- quote your favorite lyrics ; "I heard you're gonna get married
Have a nice little family, Live out my dreams with someone new, But I've been told that a cheater is always a cheater, so I've got my pride And she's got you"
Day 18- an anonymous quote ; "A closed mind is a good thing to lose."
Day 19- quote from a headstrong female ; "Although the world is full of suffering, it is full also of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Day 20- quote you would write on your bedroom wall ; "I just wrote on the wall, take that society!" haha
Day 21- quote you would want inscribed in your wedding ring ; "What the fuck are you doing, girl?!"
Day22- quote that reminds you of someone ; "I like tokitos"
Day 23- favorite Disney movie quote ; "Them? Us? They are us!"
Day 24- quote that makes you smile ; "I was playing a marathon round of Halo, woman!"
Day 25- quote that reminds you of sadness ; "Even the devil may cry when he looks around Hell and realise he's alone."
Day 26- quote you’d want on a tshirt ; "Don't piss off the nerd angels"
Day 27- quote that describes you ; I have no idea.
Day 28- a quote you made up ; "When the right people are happy, the right people are happy.
Day 29- the first quote you saw today ; "Amazing. Brilliant." It was on a book...
Day 30- whatever quote you like ; "Don't let us make imaginary evils, when you know we have so many real ones to encounter." - Oliver Goldsmith.

9 Things about yourself.

1. I'm a Gleek.
2. I live with major depression. I have to salute him....nah bad joke...lol
3. I have a rash all over my hands from wearing gloves all day at work. It hurts.
4. I've found my country ways, and love it.
5. I wish I could dance.
6. I start writing a lot of books and never finish them
7. I'm losing weight, yeow!
8. I'm really over my diet though.
9. I really admire Bek.

8 Ways to win your heart.

1. Don't be crass.
2. Make me laugh.
3. Don't judge people.
4. Don't piss me off because you think it's funny.
5. Do not try to control me.
6. Be on Glee. Haha.
7. Be adventurous.
8. Don't treat me like a slave.
9. Don't run off as soon as I crack a little.

7 Things that cross your mind everyday.

1. Glee.
2. Mary.
3. My relationship status.
4. My hopes for the near future.
5. My doubts for my not-so-near future.
6. Cars.
7. Books.

6 Things you wish you had never done.

1. Put off getting braces.
2. ...okay I have no idea.

5 People who mean a lot. (No specific order)

1. Bek.
2. Casey.
3. Ma.
4. Daddy.
5. Nikki.
6. Brett. I don't care if I went over 1, lol.

4 Turn-offs.

1. Body odour.
2. Disrepectful behaviour.
3. Narrow-mindedness.
4. Controlling men.

3 Turn-ons.

1. A genuine smile.
2. Modesty.
3. Intelligence.

2 Favorite pictures.

1. Melting Clocks.
2. The Scream.

1 Confession.

1. I'm not sorry what I did to you...