Poison envy, wraps around my soul,

The spines tearing me from the inside out.

Venom runs through my veins.



The world a haze of shadows,

Hatred haunts my every thought.

Craving to tear apart your world

and everything you hold dear.

I need to destroy your self esteem and

destroy your smile.



Screaming at life and chance,

how are you so fulfilled

while I am but a broken shell

filled with only hate, anger, envy and sadness?



Why are you so pretty, so desired

while I attract only sneers and disgust?

Where do you get your confidence,

it feels as though you drained it from me.



I bite my venomous tongue,

hide my scorching gaze,

keep gentle my killing touch,

and die a little more with your every appearance.