I can't win. Last night, I came up to my room as soon as I knew I was losing it. As soon as I knew I was about to bring everyone down. I have depression, that's a fact. I am trying to control it, but sometimes I can't. And having just started a new pill, my chemicals are a little unstable right now.
So I came upstairs, left everyone else out of it (yeah, I ranted on here, but I know for a fact none of them read this) and tried my hardest to do the right thing.
But, they are all in the loungeroom - and sound in this house carries. Apparently I am just the worst person ever, an attention seeker.
Sorry for wanting my best friend to ask me if I am ok, even though I would smile and say I'm fine, it would be nice to be asked.