I envy you.
I'm pretty sure I've moved to resentment.
I'm going to hate you.

It's happening again.

I had a shower. I kept turning all the cold off, and gained 2nd degree burns. In my head. It was a close one.
Then I just sat wrapped in my towel, I knew if I came back into my room I would hurt myself.

This is what happens. When I feel like this, it's you or me.